Why did I cut my hair? To exacerbate boy problems?? Holy Christ. The exact words were "that's so gay." In relation to my hair. It really hurt my feelings. Maybe I'm taking it too seriously. And, I shouldn't care. I suppose I feel it's a mischaracterization/misunderstanding of my character.
Well, what are you gonna do? It's gone. It will grow. And...it doesn't really matter.
But these are the things I occupy my thoughts with. And him and how he doesn't like me. Why am I so crushed about that? Cause everyone else seems to get it, and he doesn't?
I want to just love life and skip and be content to look at the sun. I should think about how that other guy just thanked me for being so chill and great. And the other one told me I had soft skin.
I lament about the other, still. I suppose sleep wouldn't hurt my state of mind.
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