I want to pay more money.

So...got the mortage statement in the mail today...oh, and it's 100 dollars more a month. AWESOME!!!
Seriously? wtf. How can you do that? I try to come up with some sort of spending allowance, which i already have problems maintaining, and then this? Serious?
Well, whatever.
I try to simplify, paying off my car loan, saving, investing, living within my means and trying to conserve energy, but apparently I still fail. Wacawaca, what can you do. Thus is a theme of life, money and its bastardness, but it is not life.
Things I like about life:
Painting
Creating
Helping things grow and being in moist dirt with feet
Washing the nice dog
New and lovely music
Exertion
Flirting
Yummy foods
Cold Pale Ales
Sun tans and bathing suits
Good books and profound thoughts
Crosswords
Running
Lemonade
Gatorade
Selling paintings
Friends that stay around forevers
Sleeping with no alarm set
Rainy summer afternoons
Mad Men